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Charlie checked www.jenslekman.com two weeks ago, then he found that Jens Lekman is having Asian Tour. yeayy!

ASIA
Dec ? - Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia - TBA
Dec 6 - Bandung, Indonesia - dirgantara I IPTN
Dec 4 - Shanghai, China - Glamour
Dec 3 - Shanghai, China- JZ Club
Dec 2 - Beijing, China - MAO Live
Dec 1 - Singapore - The White Rabbit LINK
Nov 30 - Seoul, South Korea - Freebird
Nov 29 - Seoul, South Korea - Freebird

AARRGGHHH... I wanted to scream when I see the schedule. I have final exam on Dec 4 -6. It's impossible for me to go to Singapore on the Dec 1 or going back to Bandung on Dec 6, huhu.


I chatted with my friend, Poppy, she's going to watch Jens Lekman in Bandung. She told me that her friend is a photographer for Jens Lekman's opening band and the gig will be held in The Annexe Gallery, Central Market.

I've been waiting for few days, but The Annexe Gallery hasn't updated their calendar yet (until now!)

I called The Annexe Gallery last Monday, they are confirm that Jens Lekman will be there on Dec 9(yay!), ticket price around RM 30-35. The person in The Annexe Gallery gave me an email of Jens Lekman's event organizer in Malaysia. I emailed him asking about how to get the ticket, and he replied "tickets will be available at the venue at the date of the show and the show will start at 8.30 pm."

I've decided that I'll come at 5 pm, hihi.

Well, I still have final exam before that gig. I'm studying Communication Theory right now (oh mercy mercy me Mr. Kannan), I learned about Uncertainty Reduction Theory. One of the axioms stated that when the level of uncertainty is high, seeking information behavior increases. I guess that theory is absolutely correct for my case. When the uncertainty of Jens Lekman's gig is high, I have high level of seeking information behavior. I've checked The Annexe Gallery events, called the person and emailed the EO. I'm so glad that I can apply this theory to real life experience (maksa, hehe)

Wish me luck for the exams and Jens, I'm truly yours.














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Life and Death

My cousin passed away last night. She was having a kidney disease. She had been suffering for couple of years. Her family had been trying so hard to keep her alive. Last night, she gave up. Honestly, I'm glad that she has given her life up. At least she does not need to deal with pains anymore. I'm sad though, I wish I could get to know her better. She was only two years older than me, but we're living in totally different life. She has two kids, I'm still studying. She has faced a lot of things and I'm lucky enough to be me! Indeed, I'm just so blessed compare to her.

Her death has leaded me to think about life and death. I was thinking about her. Does she regret her life? What is she doing right now? Is she really going to be around for 40 days? Or she just simply disappears? Is there anything she wants to do before her death? What were the things going in her mind when she knows her time is coming soon? She has entered the critical condition since 2 pm, but she gave up at night, what was she waiting for? Is she ready for this?

Then, I started to think about myself. Firstly, what have I done so far with my life? The answer is none. I do have a lot fun with my life, but there is nothing more. Just fun. I haven't achieved any of my goals. I just go with the flow, trying not to think about anything beyond my things, having fun, do my assignments, pray a bit and that's all. I want to have more quality time and experiences in my life. I want to understand the meaning of life. But, on the other side, I want to avoid all the responsibilities I should face in the future, I just want to stand here and enjoying my time. Now, I want some changes; I want to have more meaningful life.

Secondly, death. What is life after death? People are keep debating about death; reincarnation, heaven or hell, totally disappear or whatsoever. No one really knows about the life after death is. It's funny for me, because while people become expert in life after death fields (something they aren't really sure and have no experience at all), they are forgetting about life itself. What is life? How to have a meaningful life?

I'm scared of death. I don't know what will happen next. Therefore, I just want to think about life. Based on my life these days, I'm sure that I will get to hell, if heaven or hell really exists. I have committed a lot of sins, something that I have regretted but repeating it in the next day. So yah, I don't want to think about it. Life is much more important for me. Just forget about death or something you're not really sure. Do what are you suppose to do. Make a meaningful life, don't deal with any regrets.

Farewell my dear cousin, peace be with you.

My New Addictions

1. Viva La Vida - Coldplay
2. Scrabble-ing
3. Checking people's info in facebook

The Apostle's Creed

I believe in God,
the Father Almighty,
Creator of Heaven and earth;
and in Jesus Christ, His only Son, Our Lord,
Who was conceived by the Holy Spirit,
born of the Virgin Mary,
suffered under Pontius Pilate,
was crucified, died, and was buried.
He descended into Hell.
The third day He arose again from the dead;
He ascended into Heaven,
seated at the right hand of God, the Father Almighty;
from thence He shall come to judge the living and the dead.
I believe in the Holy Spirit,
the holy Catholic Church,
the communion of saints,
the forgiveness of sins,
the resurrection of the body,
and the life everlasting. Amen.


"Oh God, please help us to get through all of these things" Amen.

Vacation ohh Vacationn....

I really want to have a vacation this coming Decemberrr.... It all started when I heard that trip to Hong Kong for 3D2N is only cost RM 1700 for two person. I told my friend, Nana, and she's planning to go somewhere also in December. We want it so badddd. We've imagined about Disneyland and everything, we even checked the entrance ticket, but there's no more news about the RM 1700.. So yah, I went to travel agency, but all packages to Hong Kong cost more than RM 1000. That's out of my budgettt..huhu

Then, the plan B comes up, Bangkokkkk. We've planned the trip very carefully and in details, sadly the day after there was a riot in Bangkokkkk, huhuhu.

Yesterday, we were checking for Cambodia. We decided to go to Phnom Penh, which is the most affordable place to go. Then, my friend found out that we need a visa to go there, huhh why do we need a visa to go there? I thought I could visit all South East Asian countries freely. I'm desperately want to go somewhere, so I don't care about the visa. It's only cost me USD 25 anywayyy. Then, my other friend said that Phnom Penh is not that nice, the people are not friendly and really crowded. AARRGGHHH...

Where should I go??? I really want to go somewhere. But it seems impossible. huhuhuhu....

:(

One fine rainy day

This semester, I'm having six hours break every Tuesday. Clearly, sitting for six hours doing nothing in campus would be boring. Last Monday, I decided to accompany my friend, Pito, to go to Pertama Complex.

Shockingly, I enjoyed every moment on that day. Pito and I went to Pertama Complex by LRT. We stopped at Masjid Jamek. We were planning to have breakfast somewhere around there. We just walked, then we found a lot of interesting things, such as something like Little India in Singapore.

The rain was so bad that day, it forced us to go to random places such as small food court and Baju Kurung shop. We managed to go to Pertama Complex. Pito was having her jeans to be altered.

The best part was while we want to go back to our campus. We walked to LRT station and it was raining. We used umbrella and decided to take some pictures. We saw the Twin Towers and KL Tower covered by clouds. It's just comforting.

If Frank Sinatra said"on a clear day you can see forever", I would say "on a rainy day you will see differently." Everything seems to be different. Something I never seen before was there. That was one of the best moments in my life: walking under the rain, observing something and feel alive.

Well, I love to just sit and let my mind goes free. Feel and see something from the different perspective. Enjoying every moment I could take. Feel alive and feel the enchanting happiness.

:):):):)

"Zeexplorer exploring her sentimental heart"

Currently, I'm listening to Sentimental Heart by She & Him.

I do have sentimental heart right now. It's been a long time since my last post, and my life have changed. Too much changes had happened, something I barely recall.

I have found and lost something.

I've been trying so hard not to think about those things, but maybe I should.

I have hurt someone, but I never meant to hurt anyone.

I have found the new excitement in my life, but sometimes I feel that I am wrong having the time of my life while someone is hurt.

Now, we're just a stranger to each other. Maybe I should leave it just like that or I might hurt someone even more.

Well, I will try to always look in the bright side

So, hello my new life.......
and cheerio my old "habits"..................

:)



PS: I have learned how to drive, haha!